"constantly obsessing over random stuff isnt' a good compromise for socialising"- braincell #187 (2023-2023)

Online Diary

I don't have anywhere else to put this shit

Should I be putting my personal online stuff here? fuck knows Idkwtf cares!

17/12/23

I keep thinking about this one person I used to follow on Twitter who liked old computers and did a lot of LEGO and Deltarune stuff.

I admired their stuff since it got me into old computers and even pulled me a bit deeper into my LEGO collection.

They deactivated a while back and at random times I get random pinings for their stuff and a naive hope they'll come back (I could just ask them if they're on Tumblr on anything else but I can't be bothered).

(Or I could just ask to be friends...again can't be bothered)

17/12/23

Man I wanna make this into a video but like...I miss when people weren't so sensitive about weird stuff in chats. Like yeah some times it was really unecessary but like, that's kinda the charm of the web. It's real, just chill conversations with other people.

Y'don't gotta be awkward and worry about eye contact or anything. Y'can just be weird and talk about anything. Also I really don't like the whole / thing, I'm sorry but I find it so annoying.

(Then again I did learn all the code terms for x readers back when I was learning them. Somewhere out there there's another 14 year learning the ways of the /es and I fear their power in the future)

18/12/23

I'm watching Key the Metal Idol whilst I work on my commission reference. I don't know how this show managed to make me feel bad for the porn director but they did the impossible.